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The Marcy Project

by Citizen Nowhere

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1.
I see that look on your face Incredulous He's not doing this But I'm not taking a piss It's much simpler than that It's the hubris. Get Ur Laffs Out I am always thinking about somewhere else where I'd be a commodity But I had to do the stupid thing Packed up my shit and moved it out to Marcy Now I'm here and I am not as brilliant as I know I should be. Yeah, you guys are all doing your thing and I know, you're sick of me. I'm a narcissist And I know this And I'll never even make it to the D List so fuck that shit I'll drink and sit If you know the chorus, sing along with it: Get Ur Laffs out.
2.
You want to know about me? What makes me go day to day? You don't want to know about me. I got a system Got an alarm clock Got some coffee It's just enough to keep it together. I've got the drive I've got a system I've got coffee It's just enough to keep it together. I've got the pressure I've got the standards Responsibility (I don't let it go to my head) I've got my buddies I've got the power I'e got the drive (But I don't let it go to my head) It's all an act (Liar) It's all pretend (Liar) You're all my base And I've let it go to my head. I can't just stop I want to try I want to just give up But I'd have no way to justify The things I've said And what I've done One day I'll be up on that stage Or you won't know me from anyone. I can't wake up. Cuz it's all a dream I've opened up my eyes And it's all just as it seemed. I don't know What to say anymore I can't stop the tide from eating the shore This output kills any sense of desire It piles up till it expires [The Voice sample edit]
3.
We're all just prostitutes. I started in porn reviews, a humble beginning Check out that beaver Gotta Start Somewhere Then off to the clubs To review all the drinks, I got comp'd the top shelf Hey You gotta start somewhere. You think that your degree will substitute for pedigree But Norwegian and Mexican just makes me Thanks to Mom and thanks to Dad They gave me everything I had. Now it's back to bad. Gotta start somewhere. My friend Lindsey studies monkeys It doesn't bother her, she keeps her outlook sunny But the thing that I will always find funny is we both service primates to pay our rent and make us money. My friend Ryan Max he wanted to get laid But my friend Ryan Max had some trouble getting paid. Now he has a girlfriend and some people say he's got it made, but he writes grants for the Bronx. You gotta start somewhere. We come correct, you bet we bring the check. Keep tellin' yourselves it's all temporary. We're all just prostitutes anyway So give me my money, I gotta get paid. And the funny thing is we'll do it all again We'll get fired or we'll quit and the job search begins. You know, scouting Craigslist instead of sleeping the wholly pathetic weeping But to get higher, you walk through the fire And if they don't give us a ladder, we'll make one for ourselves. We live to work when we can, we live to work for the man. Hey You gotta start somewhere.
4.
Deep 02:32
Don't catch up very well Don't make up very well You're living by the roots You don't go out in the rain God Damn Got it by the scruff Don't let it slip through your fingers Well, not again How many chances on the board? God Damn, Kid It's on the surface goin' Deep Deep Deep. It's not all one big goddamn mirror I don't know what I've doing here It got too deep And if you can, you gotta bail me out... She's talking taxi cabs and G trains You're talking U-Hauls and Airplanes How long has it been so deep? Turn around, you gotta pick it up. It's on the surface goin' Deep Deep Deep.
5.
If you ask me what I want I'll turn away I'll take a walk You know I know what I want I want some peace I want to stop [incoming broadcast from Planet Citizen Nowhere. He's done it again. It's six because he can't do anything else. He is incapable of letting this go. You are all doomed to this for eternity. Might as well deal with it.] I can't stop There's this drive that's in me This gravity that pulls me Add blind fate, make it a trinity Got a lotta things That I like to do But my focus stays on two: There's this bullshit self expression Then explaining it all to you. But it's me, I'm alone Spend the days, In my home Pretending there's meaning In a late night drunken poem Just gotta sing it all away: La La La La La La La La La Hear that ticking? It's the clock Counting seconds that are shot Because you should be doing things But we all know that you're not. It's the haze Makes you blind The malaise, It's all mine You got a way, I've got the time So I'm here again. In this goddamn room This complaint should be my last But there's more coming soon. If you know What this means Please drown out My restless screams I'm here again, this room, alone.
6.
Miss You Too 01:12
Can't you see it's not the same? It's twice the fame with no shame. But the weight of the crown, it wears on your brow. You're a star fucker now.
7.
Gotta 04:00
Gotta: Chase that goal To and fro Green means go Get off the floor Ha Ha Ha! Once a Night-Ah, Kinda Like A, Piece of Micah, To a Kid-Ah Gotta Get Up Gotta Get Up Gotta Someone's gotta take track of us Keep care of us Deflect provocation But we're scolded Told it's a bust So eat the dust Of some Corporation Politics makes claims that are just Then don't take care of us And then blame the nation. Gotta fix it, Though ominous We're venomous When we've got motivation.
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9.
In My House 03:18
Born Free I'll Be Alone For Me (oh baby, I made it) From my house (In my house) To the sea (I'm not so free) I stand guard (But cut me some slack for this solitary vice) For Me (It's Me) Home Free (Oh baby I made it) I'll be (But I'm not so free) Alone (But cut me some slack for this solitary vice) For Me (It's Me)
10.
Down. I see through the TV All the buildings ready to fall Should I just sit and watch it all? Too many days and Too few the nights There's gotta be something out there but this grind. Around the corner, I see you watching. You've got the fire to burn it down. It feels easy From the start. I've got a piece to your fractured metal puzzle heart. Come on baby, let's pull it down. We've got the strength between us to decimate this little town. When we're done, I'll let you have the crown Come on baby, let's pull the buildings down. I'm not the ones you've known before equating fire with desire I see the beauty in destruction It's not creation I admire If you wanna escape yourself replace yourself. If you wanna replace yourself erase yourself. I've seen the ones you've torn apart I know the missing piece of your fractured metal puzzle heart. Everything they told us couldn't hold an ounce of truth to shield our heads from rain or save us from the pain of the heart so again we start, but blow it up and let it burn is just the first part... There's no point in using bricks When there is straw for a foundation There's no point in doing this Unless we spread to more locations. It's hard to break the bundled sticks A benefit of corporation It's you and I, we cannot miss. We can begin emancipation.
11.
Rescue 05:16
Please return me to the place I knew I've fallen asleep, please wake me This new point of view it must be you Don't leave me alone, please take me Please Take me out Get me away from here. An unencumbered rescue excuse my pleading a fallen tree with my roots exposed don't leave me bleeding return to me You'll recognize, remember being whole you know. I never thought I would need your rescue Always thought I could make on my own. But I feel in the black, in the pit and I turned to bones and flesh and spit Now I really need your rescue.
12.
All I need's a lullaby Just sing to me, don't say goodbye I thought I could lift expectations to the sky and change myself so we'd see eye-to-eye One day we meet Then it's time for sleep This meat won't keep Behind this sheet. The shit has flown, it hit the fan And now I'm back where I began. From passion's fire back to the pan It's my leap that has caused this jam, I know. I know. It's the paralyzing fear that won't let me grow. What if there's nothing more to me? It's a frightening possibility. If I'm not adrift, out in the sea I'm trapped inside for eternity. Save me from this break-beat lullaby.
13.
Loose Lips 03:04
The alarm goes off to start another day In the same way To find a penny on the tracks Let's pry it off! It's squished so flat We can't blame Lincoln the US Mint or the Government When it buckles on the tracks They beg with songs and sacks They're also seeking Change, alas It wasn't our loose lips that sunk these ships. I can't think of anyone that can't feel screwed by how their life has changed. I can count the guilty parties on one hand, let's pass along the blame. I don't know how we all lost, I don't remember joining in this game. It wasn't our loose lips that sank this ships, but we shoulder all the shame. This tantrum we're throwing The anger we're showing We've been blamed We've been taxed We just want our lives back again. This psychic trash It's maggot meat It's rotting fruit It's in the streets. It wasn't our loose lips that sunk these ships. Give us our lives back! This social fissure didn't grow from a crack That we made But we pay Like we always do Our loose lips didn't sink these ships.
14.
You're damn right, I did it again Bet against the physics and thought we could win Thought we were softer than the digital skin We made a mistake, now we have to do it again Couldn't find a way 'round this accident I can't stop, the momentum is near The ball was rolling so long, now we see that it's here Everything that I know got turned on it's ear Never saw the blind-side hit until it was to near. Never found a way 'round this accident Playing along with the scoffing and the precedent If we do it again, we'll represent, We'll get out of the way of this excriment Let me hear you echo this sentiment: Couldn't find a way 'round this accident. Thank you Mario, but our princess is in another castle.
15.
You don't play for the winning team, 'cuz the winning team don't quit. Keep breathin' and walkin' you look like you livin' You know how this goes: let's talk. We're all dead anyway. Infect those that fester and swell We were all dead anyway Three pills, cigarettes, inhale We're all dead anyway. Oh. Ah. Oh. We're all dead anyway.
16.
I saw a ghost He's here He's telling me I have a purpose Fuck yes! 'Cuz I was starting to weep for feeling useless. "You're almost done," he said. Reclining in my bed As I rendered this song, As I was banging my head. The walls Contain the madness But amplify the sadness This hermit's life is restless He was dead all along: Bruce Willis I've got my own ghosts, DAMMIT! John McClane can just go shove it 3D, CG, better for me Because at least they're dead to begin with Bayner, Bohner, Slaughter, Bush My violence comes from CNN My sex from Fox, inside this box A Pulp Fiction star controls the locks.
17.
It swings Above your head Perpetual Motion Machine Gun You fall With gravity Centripetal motion it pulls us. We cannot avoid catastrophe Even when propelled by entropy You cannot let it inside of me That's where it feeds Pressure builds right under your skin And you start to realize the trouble we're in It shoots Inside your head Perpetual Motion Machine Gun It spins never-ending They're dead, they're not pretending The gears, they are in motion This end, won't get attention. Machines, they are so mindless Our cause lead to our blindness Earth turns, and we turn with it We lose, that will not stop it. It shoots Perpetual Motion Machine Gun The shots, they tear, they rip, we can't stop it.
18.
How could I miss this turn of events, this chance at repentance? It seems like me to sleep in and feel the warmth of the sheets on my skin. I know that things change as time goes by. But I still think I can perceive this with my eye. But I know: It's the surroundings that change And just leave you to lie in bed. I might be reaching out of my range to fuck with the things left in my head. Just find a place to fall asleep. And wake up when the storm has passed. Just sell the thing you thought you'd always keep. It's a whole new world now. When you find your sunset on the beach: Just take it. When you see the things beyond your reach: You'll make it When you find what's lost has gone again: Just fake it. When you see the whip descend again: Don't trust it. Just find a place to fall asleep And wake up when the storm has passed. Just sell the thing you thought you'd always keep. It's a whole new world now.

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a compilation of my personal diary music from releases between 2008 and 2010

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released November 29, 2010

all production by
Dave "Da7e" Gonzales
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